Something got to give…

Something true not always a right thing..

A trusted friend, turned into a stranger.. 

Where do I belong? …

“You can’t pleased everybody… ”, my friend told me once..

“Sesuatu yang baik, belum tentu benar..” kalimat apa itu? Apa maksudnya?

Have I done something wrong all this time? All my theories… all my intention to helping others, helping friend.. is it worth to be do?

I don’t know whom I must trust…

Priority, they’ve said..

Needs, they’ve said…

Sunday, July 15, 2007 (19.30 WIB)

Today, I’ve washed my clothes, those I’m about to wear it for work… but still one bucket full of  dirty clothes to washed. I’m feeling can’t do all the washes this morning because of my tired body. Come from Tuban at the daylight… Last night, I had a dilution… something not important.. birth from my empty heart. Even a little attention could be worth for us. If we use it properly..

“Something got to give to you”, he said.. but as usually, I’m tired of hopping.. which it wasn’t something he offered to me. I don’t know what will I do.. and what will I get for the best thing that gave me from Allah swt. But down inside, I’m hoping for the best things for them.. ”People who have came by and give deep impressions in my life..”