Rabu, 23 Mei 2007 – 23.45 WIB

I’m feeling alone… I feel that no one understand me… I have no one to share.. Now, I have several things to do.. first, I have to finish my report on Diklat perikanan Integrasi. Second, I need to make a research plan, for my scholarship application. Third, I have to make my lecturing handouts.. for the next class, and  I have to make a review for UNITOMO’s accounting. That are things I have to do.. and these are things that I have done.. and make me feel like a jerk.. I’ve disappointed my friends, by being such a big mouth. I don’t why I’m acting like this. Being another person with very sensitive, smart ass, bucket mouth.. and so on.. I don’t know.. sometimes I just want to run.. but, I don’t know where to go. All I can do is just doing the best I can. Trying to think positive, even, this recent days, I think I often think negative to something… so not me at all..